hhhmmmmmmmm~~!!

i gonna explode soon! the bomb inside my mind since 10th Aug till now still ticking! how i wish the time can goes bek! i wan restart everything with the other choice! i so damn miss the pass...... everynite cant sleep coz cant get rid of thinking it.. i noe i cant be so greedy.. and tis is the 1st time i faces circumstances like tis............. hmmm.... how how how! if i turn bek now i sure mess up everything! i'm suffering! how i wish i could......... there were few times b4... i barely try to take my phone and.... God help me!