i've done smth unforgiven........

hmm.. wad i'm thinking in tat time... y would i do tat.. y y y!! couldnt believe i would do such thing.. felt so sorry.. now i'm regreting.. i noe.. deserve me to suffer rite now.. wish i could do smth and fix it back like b4.. but i dono wad to do.. jus noe hw 2 say sorry.. now i couldnt eat.. coudnt sleep.. mayb these were the punishment for me.. i jus hope tat everyting will be fine soon.. no matter wad it takes.. i'm so aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!