tragedies - again and again..

16th december, smth bad happen 2 my dad.. he was attacked by heart atk.. tat nite, he went out for the caroling stuff, my dad owez be driver for caroling activitiy, but tis time he can only rest at home.. after he came bek from those caroling stuff he went to slep as usual.. about 1.20 am nt long ago after i went bed.. i heard my dad was coughing, at 1st i still tot it was nth coz my dad owez cought at nite.. but everythings seems serious after my mum wake me up and ask me rub my dad's chest.. my dad seems very suffer, i never seen he pain like tis b4, he roling on bed and eyes was luking straight.. den my mum and i quickly change our clothes den send my dad 2 hospital.. about 1.35 we reach emergency section and my dad was given sum pain killer to relief his pain.. about 5 minutes later my elder bro reach and help my dad do registration things.. meanwhile my lil bro still sleep at home. wad can i see is my dad in pain until his tears comes out.. my heart was really pain and pray to god ask for god to let me share his pain.. i barely cried out.. i never saw my dad suffer like tis.. about 3 am, my dad was sent to heart section ward, and after nurse final checking, my dad ask us 2 go home.. a bout 4 am we reach home.
Next day, we woke up about 10 smth and i can see my mum's pale face, she didnt sleep for the whole nite.. but me too.. who can sleep after all these happened? after breakfast and bath, we went to buy sum milo, cracker den move ahead 2 hospital again, my dad start to feels pain again den the nurse came and ask us not to talk too much to him coz he was given a strong medic and nid rest.. uncle William and aunty Doris was der too.. bout 10 minutes later uncle William and aunty Doris went off, uncle William went to bring bishop Chung to hav a bless for my dad. Bout half and hour later, uncle William and Bishop Chung arrive and started blessing to my dad and to every1, during the prayer, my heart really felt 'sour'.. i was thinking we owez abandon god when we're in happy and owez ask him for help when we was in need.. how week we're.. about 2pm we go bek and leave my dad alone der coz he nid rest.. better no 1 der to disturb him.. about 6.20pm, we arrive hospital again and didnt saw my dad on his bed.. patient opposite told us my dad go to hav X ray.. den we waited and waited untill 9.40pm.. my dad was brought my nurse bek to his ward.. my dad seems getting better coz he told us his 'blood tube' was shrink and stuck but doctor hv blow for him.. so everything was alright now.. my mum stay overnight wif him.. and we all go bek.. i really felt better after saw my dad was getting better. The very nxt day.. me and my bro woke up about 9.20 am and i prepare breakfast for him den take bath den move ahead 2 hospital again.. it was a rainy morning.. as usual i drive slower when it's rain.. and there's road maintainence and the car infront of me suddenly stop.. den i step the brake pedal as hard as possible but the road was too slippery and my car couln't stop.. althought the range between i step my brake and the car in front of me was quite far.. but my car still crash into tat car's butt.. den i quickly get out of my car to see the damage.. the driver of the car tat hit by me was a gal.. she seems quite calm and his car damage was jus a lil paint go off.. but my car.. front bumper totally wasted.. the engine bay pushed in and cause the hood cannot close properly.. after taking number wif tat gal den i continue off to hospital.. i ask my bro not to tell my dad so tat he wont worried too much and get angry.. but when i reach hospital i saw my mum was packing things.. and i noe my dad gonna out from hospital tis noon.. at 1st i was thinking to repair the car while my dad still in hospital for the nxt few days.. but tis thought couldnt work.. so i have 2 be honest and tell my parents.. i quite surprise both my dad and mum din get angry and scold me.. really thx god.. but i noe it gonna cost alot to repair for both cars.. huh.. sorry mummy and daddy.. for causing u guys problems.. sorry to my car for not drove u well.. huh.. and thx to every1 tat called me or msg me to comfort me.. i'll remember u guys.. thx alot.